Friday, May 06, 2005
Elevensies
11 months today. It feels like it’s been a lot longer, though. I rarely think about Glenn anymore, and when I do it’s in a peripheral, past-tense kind of way that doesn’t have any bearing on my current existence. I don’t dream about him anymore and I don’t cry over him anymore. Sometime last month, I removed the platinum and diamond band I’d been wearing on my right hand and since then I’ve no longer felt connected to the end of that relationship. It sucks that the breakup happened, but it happened for a reason and I’m glad to be where I am now, rather than in a bad marriage to someone who wasn’t right for me.
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I'm glad you're doing better. Reading through your entries helped a bit since I am able to relate to those feelings you had. I just broke off a wedding that was 2 months away b/c my fiance cheated on me. I'm so devastated, hurt, numb, disappointed, angry, and still in shock. All that comforts me is that it happened for a reason. That I would've suffered much more being married and/or pregnant and being cheated on. This is a horrible time. Feels like the pain will never go away, but it has to just like it did for you, right?
It did. I'm so sorry it happened to you. Send me an email and we can chat?
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